>>21229179If Christ was a good man then attempting to emulate him should be fine.
But it's better not to cling too much to a single person, no matter who they should be.
You must always remain in charge of your own life and owe up to whatever decisions you make. Don't follow any kind of savior but save yourself from the state that you're in.
When life is unending then there is always more time to grow. Don't let people deceive you into thinking that it's a race and that you have limited time to save yourself.