>>20478017>i dowhat? draw nicer things? thats good then
>hope you don't mean painful with thatno more like i struggle to keep my balance and feel like im about to fall over or pass out so i need to sit or lay down
>i hope you're getting at least some good times every now and thendont worry about that
i have felt nothing but terrible for the last decade atleast
i dont even remember what being happy feels like
so as stated, dont worry about it, im quite used to misery at this point