>>3242779 I get that, but it isn't about what people think about you, it's what you think about yourself. It's what you want for your future. You have to look at yourself in the mirror every day, so ultimately do what you will. If you can live with that, and I mean not tolerate, or "accept" it, but live a nice life with this knowledge, great.
I personally couldn't, just my two cents.
