>>20198886My life hasn't improved on my end as well sadly, but try your best not to gain back the 30kgs anon. Even if you do end up gaining it back, work on losing it again. It's best to look at most self improvement goals as life long goals, as most things we wish to improve on are things we're going to struggle with for our whole lives. I'm not in any position to give advice but I wish you the best non the less.