>>12545401You already know the answer to your questions. If you're truly at rock bottom the only way to go is up - you have nothing to lose and a whole hell of a lot to gain - so start trying things you otherwise wouldn't. You're currently sitting, wasting away on a Cambodian Spear Fishing board. You could be doing something different, you realize you could be doing something more, and yet you're choosing not to because you're afraid of some unknown outcome? Do you know how fucking retarded that sounds? I wish I had nothing to lose so I could have that euphoria of trying all sorts of wacky shit I otherwise wouldn't. I got caught up in the 9-5 rat race, graduated from Kike University, lost the hair, grew the beard, and settled with a wife and now we are having a second child on the way. Some may envy my position while others rightly mock it, but if you don't take advantage of the actual freedom you have now, that's what's really being wasted away. I wish I was in your position, truly. You don't understand the gold mine of potential you're sitting on and that's the saddest part of your schtick.
