>>5703631The long and short of all my blog post is that people recover from meds like these to an extent, but the biggest thing is passage of time both for getting them in your system and them wkrkong properly and then months to work through the new changes and making them normal.
Who knows if it was worth it. I wonder if I wouldn't have been more inspired in life if my parents hadn't both been successful career people that doped me up because I couldn't sit down for dinner as a kid.
I've talked with them about it and they insist at a time it was mandatory because I apparently really had adhd. Somewhere along the lines in high school I used the medication as an excuse to perform poorly, in that I'd intentionally forget to take my meds because the days when I didn't people would notice I was more social and hyper and he like, "awh shit anon didn't take his pill today"
That's when I started to have a problem. Positive interactions around me not medicated made me want to quit and I started taking myself off of it in late high school early college.
Idk mang. I've written papers about this shit, I don't do school work anymore, but it's affected my life. I woke up too early this morning.
