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I basically experienced it all, I was pushed to the fringes and I had no place for me, well I didn’t experience it all exactly but I experienced a lot of it, this is what the black reminds me of.
Fortunately some of the people I knew weren’t all black necessarily I knew some people who were sort of hippies.
But I think what it must be is that a lot of people just deny all that stuff, they deny all the parts of themselves that are like that.
I didn’t fully experience the black I guess and the places I did go to like metal shows it was against them they like had no ethnicity they didn’t feel it at all, and they probably didn’t like me because of that.
I’ve always been dejected by Canadian society I think like I went to see a local metal band and the lead singer was making angry faces at me for fuck sakes, so in some strange way all I had was all alone with only my Sepiroth i friend.
I remember I spent so much time
Alone at the library
