>>4143318That's rough bro. I never dealt with that myself, but I have some friends who did. Only one of them made it through and turned the relationship into anything long term. I think it's just such a "volatile" time that it's rough to keep things the "same."
One thing they've all since said is that they realized they just missed the ideal of what the girl once was, not really the girl herself anymore. Sounds like you're cognizant of that difference, which I suppose is progress even if it's still hard. I wish you the best from here on out friend!