>>25115537I wrote a bizarre journal, making weird sounds to mute the voices in my head and forcing myself to do tasks.
It's by epoch. I remember when I had a very strong urge to vomit that affected me even when I was around my family. During that period, I used to take deep breaths too, or talk to AI, but now I don't need to do either.
>>25115542I'll be honest, I don't really like Satanists lol, but I just forced myself to read Proverbs and Ecclesiastes, and that really helped me. I also read other things, books and media, just to get the voices out of my head, and it worked.
I'm just dealing with a very slight nausea now. I remember that I used to have to take deep breaths in the past.
It's good to have a better understanding of holy texts. I believe they're like emergency laws written in blood; there was a useful sense behind them.
