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a couple more things went on outside but i dont feel like blogging about them
anyway
school is officially on break now, ive 15 days to laze around as usual but this time without worrying about having to get up in the morning. its going to go by before i even notice, but a break is still nice. maybe its the one i need to get things a little more straight.
but since im going to have more energy overall thanks to it, i decided i should work on some stuff. theres this idea for a video ive had in my head for a while now, and ig its the best time to try making it. ive always enjoyed editing and puking out garbage videos that nobody but me and a couple others gets what theyre about, but i dont get to do it that often because of just not really having the energy to bother. if i still dont get it done by the end of this break, then itll only be because of laziness
also upset with myself. had a dream that i thought to be really interesting but i let myself forget it. if i had wrote about it as soon as i woke up or at least thought about it more then i wouldve been able to, but for some reason i just didnt bother. oh well. ill get more opportunities, especially since im off school.
thats another thing about breaks, i tend to dream a lot during them. when theres something that i have to wake up for in the morning, its actually kind of rare that i dream at all. but when thats not the case i have extensive dreams almost every single night, which i appreciate a lot. i might just end up spending good chunks of the day asleep, which would make the break end all the sooner, but oh well.
for as of right now, just having a lot of tangerines and heating up tea. ill have to resist not eating up the entire batch in a single night, cause i think somebody else might wanna have some tangerines later.
nothing i wanna do and nothing else to talk about, so i may just lay down and watch stuff.
i do feel like playing a climb map for cs:s, but i remembered that i uninstalled the game. oh well