>>10892283It's not a sincere attraction. It's a survival decision. It's a ticket to the lad of gibbs and healthcare. They're consciously choosing to pretend to like you, play with your ugly mutilated dick, and spend some years with you in exchange for an easier life in the USA or Europe. That's all there is to it.
And every single person in your home country will know exactly what you've done. You will have made a joke of marriage in everyones eyes that knows you. And all your friends and family will know you just gave up on finding a real soulmate and went for the easiest indentured servitude pussy you could find.