>>18453512I hit a realization of how deep i'm in last night, not a good feeling. Surely i can fix myself & still work on myself as i make my way towards Betty not like i have to be 100% full me before i make my way for her. I won't be able to do it all alone but when she's in my life everything would become 1000% easier to deal with allowing us to really work on ourselves since we won't be alone anymore