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>Decide I’m not going to fight it, fake apology, etc. Say it wasn’t intended to offend anyone but still admit it was stupid to write it on paper.>Black counselor not satisfied with my response, proceeds to explain I’m perpetuating racial divide and representing my whole school, my family, my friends, etc.>I apologize, let the white guilt flow, say I’m actually sorry.>Thank you anon, me and my piers need more time to decide an appropriate punishment. We’ll let you know what it is tomorrow.>Imediately regret not standing up for myself. >I cracked.>Whitey cracked.>My ancestors and people were knights, explorers, scientists, and conquered the world but I can’t face leftist educators with a confident face. >I FUCKING KEKED TO THE POC AHHHHHH.Fuck guys I cucked. I cucked out of fear of inciting anything or causing more trouble, didn’t stand up for myself, and as a result I now face hours of detention and other unnamed consequences.
My school has drugs. My school has alcohol. Kids skip class. But State financed educators lose their shit over "sad nigga hours".
I want to stop cucking. I want to be able to stand up for myself. What books do I read? What do I do tomorrow when I go face my educators to discuss my punishment?
