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its ok if i was banned i forgot how to socialize anyways i was gonna make a post about that today i never really get the chance to post at work because we usually working really fast and through lunch break and im on this tiny burner phone thing.
but it was going to be a long post about how i forgot how to socialize and be normal after trying to come out of years of isolating myself so im just annoying and schizo and feel like an outsider even when im in there or posting on here. i feel the same way now irl too. i forgot how to banter and just be human mostly people just talk at me now and i have nothing to say. i dont really do anything interesting because of extreme avoidance and anxiety so i have nothing to talk about if i could.
anyways that was going to be the gist of the post and asking for forgiveness for ruining the threads all the time and always thinking everything is about me but then the thread got nuked. and also to clarify when i said bitty wouldnt test my gangster i meant that she wouldnt date me because she knows i would never leave her not that she wouldnt ban me obv she would do that because it happen all the time im really annoying
