>>11875214L I L L Y
You are beginning to win me over, you know. If I were to marry one in her early twenties I could watch how she grows prettier and prettier with each passing year...
>brightest candles burnout fastBrightest candles burn out fast but imperfect candles may not burn at all. And I think you've been browsing too much /pol/. Don't fall for the psyop. I may not trust women much either, but demonising them won't get us far. Just like how there still are trustworthy men so are there trustworthy women.
>I find kissing regurtitatingly disgusting, I'd never stoop so low as partake on something so vomit inducingAnd putting your mouth anywhere near a woman's butthole is less disgusting than kissing her?
>but I never really wanted to feel anything for them, I don't want to feel anything past as object possession towards any humanThen what is the point of finding someone? Just pay a prostitute if all you want is to use her body. And not everybody will break your trust. Most will, no doubt about it. But not all of them. Are you sure you really want what you say you want? Or are you just afraid?
>you're likely not feeling suicidal for a particular reasonWhy do you say that? Would that be the case for most people who have such thoughts?
>it's still my problem because they won't leave, they will keep returningThen simply don't open your door for them. But you're right, I don't know much about that sort of people. Though people tend to find me unapproachable by default so maybe that's why. Well not entirely unapproachable, just... I don't know, they find me well mannered and calm, but also rigid and humourless.
>I honestly have nothing to gain or lose either wayThat's true. But I don't really see you as someone who doesn't care about anything. Your long rants on certain topics have shown me the contrary.
>I found something...Go on...
