>>21211720I am too attractive for my own sake and it fucked my dating life
>be me >break up with a big titty only fans girls (who was my first gf)>become a alcoholic lose job and motorcycle (which was my only vehicle)>I have this weird voice in my head that is 100% right >It one day randomly said get on tinder and remember to screen shot your match to make your ex jealous >I didn’t know what it meant at the time but i soon found out>start swiping sometime near midnight >all of the sudden i see the fucking hottest girl on there>she was a young early 20s emo girl with thousands of followers on instagram >That voice pops up again saying it going to be her and she will message first >swiped right and matched with her >she messaged first and we hit it off >my mother is huge horror movie fan so we talked about obscure horror movies>oh shit I am a unemployed loser with no job, no license, lives with his mom and grandma >I am super embarrassed that I will be picking up this goth goddess that has thousands of men after her>in my moms borrowed car and using money my grandma gave me>she really likes me >and I unfortunately self sabotaged by getting black out drunk and start texting stupid shit to her >this has fucked me over so much that o can’t date anymore >not for a lack of interest but because I need to find a girl just as hot nowNot her but similar quality and maybe even hotter than her