>>7782414>>7782486Stop being so fucking spinless, and you don't care that your Mother will live the rest of her life in sadness wondering where she want wrong that led to the only person close to her, to kill himself.
Stay on the road to self-improvment.
My advice is to pick up education again, such as an accounting course. Many jobs, and good pay and excellent progression opportunities, as well as being open to almost anyone to learn.