just went to the local trendy boba milk tea shop to buy me some heckin fattening chocolate milk tea

there were some pretty cute highschool girls waiting for their drinks like me and for some reason I thought its nice to have a banter. "this place is really good isn't it?" but they did not fucking answer at all they flinched and looked at me then I saw the hesitation and then they pretended I did not ask that question to them and they slowly distanted from me

I cannot fucking take this anymore. EVERY fucking time I'm trying to be nice this happens. heightism and lookism really killed any potential for me to return to society

I really want to fuk those young whores figuratively and metaphorically