>>20155909I took my hand at drawering too b4 but I eventually became discouraged and dejected after a few months... If things go well for me I want to start again and get a bit more serious.
Stating the obvious at this point, I am not mentally well enough to enjoy things to their fullest potential, even trying feels like it has no point. And that’s how the niggershroom growing arc began bcuz I don’t want to feel that way, nor do I want to wish that feeling upon anyone.