My qt asian ex and I lived together for a year and were together for several; she was also the only girl I've ever been with. I knew moving in with each other would damage or even destroy the relationship, but she persisted we did since it would benefit her situation. It's been two years since she left and I still think about her sometimes but not emotionally. When she first left I had suicidal fantasies and I was at rock bottom. Do yourself a favor and never live with gf, if you have one. save that part for marriage and family.