Preposterous title. Well hang on, this probably isnt your usual post. I need help, but in order to give me the help, you need to read this through. I write as it goes, in real time, right now.

So for context, I am from a minuscule country. I would rather stay as anon, but unfrtunately i dont know how to find old threads on 4chan amd fot my purpose it is unreliable, since it dissapears. I am a father, young guy. 3 kids. Wife. It´s illegal here.

So a coupe of years ago ive started smoking weed. I have encountered it before, did not really read. Just got tired of alcohol and thought to get the next most-easy-to-get thing.

I probably have to explain what constitutes here as smoking. So you buy by gram. It costs the same as 1oz silver coin. Then you smoke this gram from 2 to 4 times. I buy from 2-3 grams per month. So therefore i smoke in general 3 grams per month.

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