>>3837036Probably something like that. That’s generally what lonely “borderline” people end up seeking. Then I assume anonette realized anon was not good enough anymore and had to look to new horizons in hope to find yet a new person to fill the hole in herself.
Then it repeats in a cycle. The more she does it the more she ends up having parts in herself she loathes, which feeds this hole and makes her drive to find someone who can fill it stronger and stronger. A bit like an inner voice she is trying to smother the hardest she can. Like roots, of her own journey, she tries to cut off.
>I don't know why either since I've pretty much blocked him out of my mind and life.The relief however isn’t found so easily in others, no matter how high the pedestal you put that new shiny romantic interest you recently found. So the voice is heard at times, just like we’re witnessing now with that post of her.
The lesson of this story is that she has to learn how to fill that up herself. This goes for the other person as well of course. All of us in fact.