>>1134676The years of ssris, liberal circumcision, porn induced erectile dysfunction, lack of intimate relationships, autism, and alcoholism. Viagra doesn't even work. I've taken 3 before and my vision turned blue and my face flushed beat red. The girl I was w/ totally knew it and her friend asked me one time if took it so I knew she must have talked about me.
It's not just "ED" tho. It's the feeling. This is why it's really hard 4 me to maintain boner and cum when I am inside a girl. I need rough hands to actually feel anything. I even experimented w/ different kinds of condoms and I feel like i need some kind of texture on the INSIDE, but there are no condoms like this.
What does work though is grabbing it as hard as I can w/ kung fu grip because I think I can squeeze it below the superficial topical nerve damage. I have a technique where I try to mash my dick perpendicularly to the woman's pubic bone in order to generate pressure along my shaft. This helps and allows me to cum about half the time. THe other half the time I get tired and have a viagra boner that is impossible to explain but so far no girl has confronted me. And it just adds to the laundry list of insecurities that make it hard to keep a relationship.
Also, I wonder how much is psychosomatic. Porn is way easier 4 me to get off to. Less pressure or expectations. It feels more real than couples sex. I actually have connection w/ porn stars and myself when I masturbate. They love me. I know they do.
Only been a few times where I can really feel something intimate w/ another human being. This was when I had a girlfriend I really loved. We would smoke marijuana and it made me feel sensitive so when we started the sex I actually feel the wetness. But literally no other time in my life have I felt wetness on my dick. Usually just numbness.. are you guys actually able to feel the slimy wetness of a pussy when you first stick your penus in?
