>>1191722This. Once you have arranged all your affairs, the misery of the city and the direction western life is taking for young men is not healthy for the soul, the lifespan of whites is dipping just like our numbers. There is little one man can do except find purpose and strife in fighting this, or choose to find an anathema to this, which would be quiet rural life or the wild and difficult life of the outdoors.
Take the plunge anon, most distillations of Jesus's teachings will only teach you to be content with your people's decline, leave the smug christians to their contentment. You're like the Roman, seeing "the River Tiber foaming with much blood", and this is probably a large source of your discontent.
You could join a re-enactment village or museum if you like history, and live simply teaching people about the ways of yore. My friend works as a blacksmith in a reconstructed iron age traditional village, he finds it very fulfilling and spends a lot of time outdoors.
