>>10455658If you really want to quit, you should approach this with the right mindset.
You can't keep thinking of drugs as a ray of sunshine on a cloudy day. You have got to fully accept that relying on drugs does NOTHING but cause harm and bring you pain. How can drugs be the main bit of something approaching happiness, if you already know the price you pay everytime you run out?
You already made the order, and that's fine. When you get your product, enjoy it. Listen to your favorite music, watch your favorite movie, watch some momo matches, whatever it is you like to do, do it. And enjoy it knowing it's the last time you're ever going to let drugs control you and your life. Once you accept that, you'll no longer be a person who wants to beat his addiction, you'll be a person who is beating his addiction.
I don't know what the withdrawal process is like for the drugs you've been taking, but no matter how bad it gets, I hope you remember that you've got a general of people who are rooting for you to become the person you want to be.
Plus, you're a momo/mayubro, I've got no doubt you can do it
