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Mudkips!
Not exactly a secret, but personal insecurities I never talk about. I take "lurk more" to heart and apply it to real-life groups as well, trying too hard to fit in. The problem is that I find it hard to just be myself, and that makes me feel awful, combined with the feeling that I'm the most boring human being alive, as I hesitate to share the few things I like, since they're all nerdy and niche (anime, pokemon, indie games, programming, electronics). When I start to get comfortable within a group I start saying/doing stupid shit that consistently makes me feel bad for weeks afterward, and I can't tell if people like me despite my awful behavior or if they just tolerate me.
