>>48895203thanks for reaching out, anon. I was too once at that point many years ago and i like to convince you not to do it. Find something you love to do even if it seems small meaningless. there is a lot of stuff that is fun to do and can breath some new life into your day to day life. you just need to do it and be more open to it.
>also dont try jumping of a highway bridge, your head can more then likely take the fall with just a mild crack in the skull 