Cleaned it up some more.
>>12652686I've study art stuff like Loomis and books my actual art friend referenced to me, I just don't have that drawing focus. I can't ever actually finish any drawings or actually properly do one anyways.
I'll always go "no that's horrible clean this up fix that fuck it delete/scrap" and I'm always sort of pushing myself back into that rut. Focus is my extreme weakpoint in this, no matter what I just can't do it. I can focus on some other long task but not drawing. Before when I would actually practice with drawing real world objects, I felt like I never got better at all and just...stopped. Yet I still "draw" now and waste hours doing extreme close-up slow lining, clean up and stuff and never ever feel satisfied. I seriously hate myself for it.
