>>31926091>Serperiorbecause it's better than you and knows it
I have two fears or thoughts or whatever that constantly haunt me. The first is that it is entirely possible that I am experiencing a major psychosis at any time. Normally this isn't an issue but if I'm holding a knife, practising punches or crossing roads it's a pretty terrifying thought, it's honestly my worst fear. Part of me thinks it's the reason I've put off learning to drive The other is a kind of Imposter Syndrome, where I feel like all my relationships are parasitic in my favour. I get way more than I give and I'm giving all I can, and pretty soon people are gonna realise and cut me out. The worst part is my relationship recently became open and mine and my partner's hook up rates pretty much prove that without her I'd be lonely as fuck but without me she'd be fine. This is the first time I've told anyone about the Imposter Syndrome thing 