>>12575676Is English not your first language? Just a guess, based on the way you type.
Don't tell yourself that you are a beta because women are hos. Maybe you like her. Maybe you care about her, but trust me little one, you'll like and care about another in time.
The best thing you can do is not fuss over them. Be an independent, work on yourself, and make yourself someone you'd want to be with, and let your woman come to you.