>>48010469I know how you feel. I was sexually abused as a kid too and that shit leaves a stain on you that you can never wash off. Self hatred and intimacy issues are the reason I've never had a relationship last over a few months.
Kind of a shame too because other than that I have all the ingredients of a decent partner; tall, slim, nice blue eyes, very big dick, skilled and just generally capable of most things I set my mind to; also I'm super friendly and sociable so most people would probably think I'm a happy individual but that's far from the truth. I've had plenty of women (and guys) show interest over the years but I generally just brush it off; there must be some kind of fear on a visceral level that stops me from getting close to others.
Femboy Malestic is my fave.
