>>32052493If you´re lonely, why not go out and meet people?
I know this sounds stupid.
but i had the same thing you have right now.
i was a few times just steps away from killing myself.
i was a failure to my family, my father was embarrased that i was a failure of a son.
my grades at my apprentice ship were shit, i had no friends there.
But i had luck. when i was visiting my grandparents, the last people on eath who loved me without always making me down, i met a few people i knew from elementary school.
we startet talking, made plans, got out. that was the turning point in my life.
I got motivated. wanted to become better.
got a job, a car, a GF, my family doesnt see me as failure anymore.
And i still play pokemon, WoW and so forth.
Sometimes you just need a single thing to change everything.
