>>24500318now that wasn't so hard, was it? it always feels better to talk about your problems, especially with people who care about you.
i am incredibly proud at how self-reflected you are, you clearly think a lot about yourself and your actions, which is a really good thing in itself, but can easily lead to overthinking. while turning inward, it is of the utmost importance that the scale you use to judge yourself is appropiate, otherwise you will keep misjudging yourself and either value yourself way too high and become arrogant, or, like in your case, always value yourself way lower than you actually deserve and get depressed.
please don't be too hard on yourself, you are way a way better person than you think you are, otherwise you wouldn't have so many people fall head-over-heels in love with you.
i love you and i will keep supporting you in whatever you do! have a good snoozle, rab