>>16757344yeah... i was at akina's profile earlier after I'd mostly come to terms with the live being canceled, and got the unfortunate reminder of him having changed his banners to the fanart with him on the bus passing the fantasia posters, and it made my heart hurt for him so much. i'm honestly glad he canceled his stream today, because i can't imagine what he and the others are going through right now and i didn't want him to force himself to feel okay or, worse, be upset on stream. even WEEKS before the live would be one thing, but just DAYS...? it's too sad. i'm sure after what'll essentially be a period of mourning everyone will bounce back, but right now the fandom is unfortunately kind of a depressing place and all we can really do is send the boys our support.