says she's sorry for being incompetent because of the scuff she even prepared OBS and stuff for a while but its scuff someone in chat threw their phone and she asked if its okay their phone she said phone have tempered glass so it could shattered she's sorry for having taken that break very sorry and she says it's not enough to say thank you for the support for those that supported her even on break she had some mixed feelings about stuff she wants to explain the situation she said she going to give a tldr of why the hiatus for people she said first she's not graduating this is not graduation announcement she said she got messages not to graduate on her google form and it was surprising shocking its not what she wants to do she said about the thing where maybe she is back but would graduate soon that's somethign she's not going to do she said if she wanted to graduate she would have done it long ago during that time she wants to be able to come back to stream but yeah she wont be graduating she mentioned the twitcast from march too but yea first thing about her hiatus was being overwhelmed wieth stuff, the second is because of health, the third one is having to do school, she also said her 3D debut is still undecided, she's sorry for the 3D cancellation and for those that were waiting for it, the wording just made it worse, she was worried about her emotinoal state if she tweeted something and could cause people to misunderstand the situation for a few months she was feeling up and down acting strange and stuff she had various troubles at the time she had to think about herself, school and stuff many things that piled up she mentioned about her health since she was a child and its important to get meals and good sleep really important so yeah she mad to deal with a lot of stuff and got sick in the process school stuff and things kept piling up so overall in her life things weren't going like she expected so it was like a solo experienci of The Backrooms but she's super healthy right now she still goes to the hospital every now and then she's much better now she had to go back and forth between school and home and time went by and that's how things went she's healthy both physically and mentally she was climbing stairs the other day up and down thats healthy likely she said twitter why she didnt come back to twitter she said its now X (formerly twitter) and stuff she should hae made an announcement even if she was going on hiatus she said she cant excuse it at all she said she really wanted to come back so even if she came back she would have to post pone stuff she said she's going to do a dogeza as apology she didnt want to make people worry but realized that not streaming at all was likely more worrying for people and that'os how it went but at the time she didnt want to worry people so thats how her weird mind went she's sorry for being selfish and regarding the twitcast shes sorry for that too, it was a 2 minute twitcast just telling people shes doing well and streaming soon she wanted to leave the archive up but she messed up she wanted to leave it public she was sure she left it public she tried to make it public again but the retention period for archive passed she was at the sea recording for Bering Sea Gold episode 284 she will probably be in that catching crabs with roughnecks she wanted to come back in summer but things happened and it got postponed and wanted to do it in october told her manager then things happened and it went to novemember still she's also aware people were worried if she had conflict with management because of the 3d stuff she got those messages but if anything she's the one that's been causing management trouble and she is the one that should apologize for that and accepts the concert from people she also got people asking her if she got married pregnant or was busy with raising a little kid and she said she is not married pregnant and didnt give birth she not raising a little child when she mentioned a relativ people thought she was talking about child or husband and its funny but its not france shoin she knows people also like that kind of dirty stuff and imagine it was like that during her hiatus like people imagine then she said its not like that how things have been in her life it was more like for her kanikosen fight club dogra magra yamazaki toyoko the metamorphosis from kafka abe kobo's the wall woyzeck she mentioned that during her hiatus she received a lot of kind words art pics and support in many ways and she is grateful for that and is hard to express she will be streaming again soon around the same time as today but for now its undecided she will anounce it again on twitter, or rather, X (formerly Twitter) so yeah its time to break out of this prison and breath the fresh air of the outside world exactly what she want so there she goes so yeah that's basically the entire stream summarized in a single post
