>>106425287Like many people I started watching Hololive back during 2020, Korone and Fubuki clips very kawaii
After moving out in 2021 the shut down still had a lot of social things limited while I lived alone and I started watching Holo EN more frequently, including Mori Calliope in the middle of the night while high as fuck and at one point got it in my head that she was talking to me directly on 4chan
I was talking to a therapist and we agreed that I was probably just bored waiting for the rest of society to get back to normal (a lot of public events were still closed up to mid 2022) but then when I told her what I believed was happening she literally had no comments other than "that's cool anon good for you :)" so I didn't get any kind of reality check as I was planning a trip out of the states. I think between stress of integrating back into society and the massive fuck ton of weed + the shitty living situation I was in I finally snapped and it wasn't "Mori is sending me messages on 4chan" it's "Mori is spying on me through my webcam" (there's a lot but it ends up with achieving the constant state of nirvana I'm in it's pretty cool)
Anyways I got medicated and after a while I checked out other streamers and eventually got sick of Saruei's shit after she booted up FN:NV and immediately got bored then dropped it so I came here to anti her for a few months (I'm not a spamming anti I just called her trash a couple times of day (My frustration was from being a cash supporter then just seeing the dip in streams/quality/unfinished projects, needed to burn any sense of a sunk cost fallacy from my brain))
After looking for a different streamer to watch I started watching Lucy because haha funny sex goblin but honestly she just kept doing 1 hour of tit shaking 1 hour of streamer drama or whatever and then awful taste in games/gameplay so I rotated her out as a regular view and would occasionally pop in if nothing was on or it was a game I liked, however occasionally I would notice her riffing on right wing adjacent jokes and it was giving me the ick----
Maybe I didn't explain this the first time it's not that she made 1 joke relating to Trump it's that her speech includes constant references to the guy without any indication that she denounces his ideals or projects. It's referencing to reference which is my opinion, if I give her the best faith on her beliefs, we're in the current shit show because everyone kept giving the funny orange man attention and reminding us he exists in the same way she keeps making "harmless jokes referencing trump"
As for why image with every post they let me upload an image and I put one there, this is also anime website so I put smug anime gorl. Regarding Matara I was a medium fan of the roach formerly known as Nina and while I don't watch her that much it's mostly due to bad stream times or she's playing multiplayer games that I don't want to watch, I find her cunty behavior funni especially as she ages
