>>26436092>>26436284It's not even cringe that's the problem. Like even if I was posting cringe I'd still be posting something, right? I type responses out all the time just to always delete them. I know where the anxiety comes from and why but time and time again I fall right back into inaction. I keep putting completely unrealistic expectations on myself because I'm afraid of success? Of putting myself out there? It shouldn't be that hard and I think that's what I'm really struggling with. I'm my own anti, and I guess all of this is just a long way to say that I want to get over it, know that the only way to do that is to just keep doing reps until it becomes habit, but really just needed to blog post about it somewhere. Thanks for listening to my rant.
