>>51859693I don't need to watch streams to remind myself that I like women because I am in a constant state of lust over my oshi. There is not a single moment that goes by where I do not think of having baby-making sex with her for the purposes of procreation. I cannot think of anything more satisfying than being about to insert myself into her every day at any single opportunity that presents itself. My libido gets so high when I think about her that all my thoughts are all about sex all the time. I become a machine who is programmed for sex and only sex with the only woman who is important to me.