>>30406280It's funny how we have such similar feelings yet we the path we take is so different.
I feel the same way but I haven't ever donated a thing, even before she became Pomu.
Either way though, I don't have 1 oshi(although Pomu is without a doubt my kamioshi), but my feelings apply to all my other oshis too. I don't want them to become too stupid rich.
Like take right now. Finana is in dark times and I am thoroughly enjoying it but I hold no ill will towards her.
I am the most bitter poster on 4chan, I want people to be happy until I remember my own situation, that's when my resentful nature bubbles up and takes control which explains why I don't want others to be too successful.