>>41231434You are no more or less pathetic. But that is a bottom baseline. Your loneliness will not change from your chuuba because not only will you know in the back of your mind its true you will actively watch collabs. You'll even follow the pregnancy arc. You're worse than trash. If your mother knew what you are doing she would slap you and kick you out of the house. Not because she hates you because that is the extreme that needs to be taken for such a pathetic sack of shit.
