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>Anon watched his oshi, hypnotized. I waited a minute or more; this chuba, I recalled, kept on dying on this level over and over and over again. Then I shook him gently by the shoulder, repeating 'Anon' over and again.
>What can I do? he asked
>Go and have a wank.
>You reckon it's hopeless?
>Sure. It's been hopeless for a long time, from the very beginning.
>You will never represent, Anon, a young girl's erotic dream.
>You have to resign yourself to the inevitable; such things are not for you. It's already too late, in any case.
>The sexual failure you've known since your adolescence, Anon, the frustration that has followed you since the age of 13, will leave their indelible mark.
>Even supposing that you might have women in the future, which in all frankness I doubt, this will not be enough; nothing will ever be enough.
>You will always be an orphan to those adolescent loves you never knew.
>In you the wound is already deep; it will get deeper and deeper.
>An atrocious, unremitting bitterness will end up gripping your heart.
>For you there will be neither redemption nor deliverance.
>That's how it is.
