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Trust me anon, I've wanted to kill myself at multiple points in my life for various things I've done and felt. It wouldn't have been the right decision a single time.
Obviously I'm not the one living your life but every single time I've felt bad enough to want to off myself, there's been some sort of experience in the following years that I can't believe I would've missed out on just because I felt like shit at a point in my life.
Don't do it anon. Things never stay the same forever.