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I don't know what it's like to have a girl really love me. There have been a few who like me, only one who wanted sex with me, and a few others who flirted. But never a girl who just truly loved me or was happy to see me. Not one has cared for my affections.
Sometimes I pour my heart out on 4chan just to let it out. I get called everything from white knight to poor soul to just normal. I do not know what Iam. But I feel alone.
The sadness gets to me sometimes. It eats away at me. I sit in my room and fantasize about having a loving wife, who throws her arms around me and smiles and is happy to see me. We get to mess around, cuddle, have sex, do fun things together, and enjoy life. That's what I would like. A girl to share my heart and life with. I wonder if something is wrong with me because I dream about this type of stuff. Maybe my testosterone is too low. Who knows.
It would be nice to be loved, to be wanted, and to just be appreciated.
pic related, it's what my wife would look like if I had my way
