>>7767747I don't think I have any sad papes to contribute (I'll look) but I don't know what is wrong with me lately, I'm not really the type to communicate my emotions or really keep in the best of touch with family/loved ones (for example I last talked to my mom a month ago and she's messaged me about 10 times in the meantime). But I don't know what I'm doing with my life at this point, I'm 26 basically just sleeping working and playing video games with people I'll never meet outside of that. I don't have any IRL friends, live in a town of 3K population in BFE in Nebraska.
I realize my life is speeding past me and I don't know how to start living it, I don't know how to express my feelings for people I don't know how to make friends at this point even though I had them when I was a teenager I have extremely low self esteem even though from the outside you wouldn't be able to tell. I feel like I'm going to end up dying alone.
I just don't know where to start at this point or if it's too late to do anything. If anyone is still lurking this thread I'm down to talk I'll be up for a little bit longer otherwise I'll check in occasionally.
