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>be me>go to college somewhat close to home (~500 miles)>nobody from high school is going there but fuck em>end up in anti-social dorm>1 year goes by and have zero friends even though it was so easy for me in high school>do nothing but schoolwork, make music and go for hikes by myself>2nd year comes by>go to more social dorm>able to meet people more easily here>get wasted with dorm buds and usually slay some strange on the weekend>still no meaningful connections though>3rd year comes>decide to join some clubs n shit even though I thought it was a fuckin dumb idea at the time>ended up join a club for olympic weightlifting. it was me and about 6 other dudes and 2 girls. >they taught me how to lift weights n shit and we all became super close>people actually cared if I showed up to the club, they cared about how my weights were progressing and generally cared about me. that was a nice change of pace.>few months later start rock climbing twice a week>same thing happens with rock climbing friendos>rock climbing friends set me up with rock climbing qt>still together after a yearI know it sucks to try to be social and to be constantly shut down. It's easy to just not try and hole yourself in your room and play CSGO like I used to do. But if that's how you spend your college years it may end up being one of your biggest regrets.
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