>>23299143https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=prRdyQwKnw0&ab_channel=thisendlessforestI understand. its bad, because it fucks ypu up. right now everythinbg is hurting me. everyone i talkk to i cant connect to. even the music that i used to kept me going for so long hurts unless i drink alcohol. everything is hurting constantly even in my dreams until i drink this forbidden drink. i understndt hte physical health implications are bad. but my brain was bad to begin with. ajnd. there are a lot of peopel that can relate to that. people who are broken abnd have cabn obnly feel hgappy with this