Last years I have just been rotting. I have just been enduring. I have just wanted to scream and punch my walls while stopping myself from doing so. everything in my life is gettin ghard to bear, i really want to kill myself i feel like a walking failure all the time. i just want the pain to stop and nothing is making it stop. everyone else is just living their lives. it hurts so bad seeing everything becoming a nightmare, it hurts so bad feeling like the most worthless person in the world and i just want to be loved. but i still feel so out of place and so useless in this world that seems to think of me more as a furniture than as a person
>>23299170tghis universe is so cruelø we have to stick together