I'm 30 years old and I've been addicted to weed for 15 years. I somehow managed to build a nice career as an engineer(took me 9 fucking years to get my bachelor's) but everything else in my life is as bad as can get. I can't move out my mom's house on 110k, that how much i smoke, at this point I can only smoke the most exspesive live rosin and live rosin gummies beacuse its easy on my body and brain and the only way i cna be a functioning addict. I have no fucking idea how I manage dto become an engineer, I can actually read through complex equations and schematics and code very fast but I can barley read a paragraph, have to read through shit twice. Slowly. This isn't some autistic shit either, I had to brute force my brain into doing this shit so it ended up being the only part of my brain that developed so I am retarded when it comes to everything else, every descion I made in life has been REALLY stupid.

I can write a whole book about what this poison did to my life. Zoomers, quit while u can, other drugs take u to rock bottom and then u are forced to change, this one just keeps ur head bearly above water and u end up spending ur life in limbo of nothingness, I dont think the human canabanoid receptors were meant to get exposed to this much thc, I spend 50 bucks every other day.


When i was 16 i taught myself calculus 1,2 and 3 and got halfway through differential equations. All in one year, by myself, with little effort. Had so many other things going for me. That was my honey moon phase with weed, the 1st 3-4 years it didnt really hurt me.. Now, I'm practically a normie, an average engineer, driving a 2007 Honda accord.. Im sure u can evern tell by the way I write my attention span and doapamean regulation in my brain is off, this isn't autism, its brain damage