>>16878183I only took citalopram. The effect was emotionlessness, and lack of libido. Emotionlessness being preferable to the constant misery. It made work more bearable. But I feared that the effect of the drug would inhibit my long-term happiness, so I stopping taking it. So I only took it short enough for the full effect to not set in.
>>16878187scouring through manga just to crop out specific panels reminds me of cutting out certain figures from magazines as little kid because it was pretty or to more easily hide playboy coom material in the era when not everyone had internet at home
