>>11875798a very significant contract, I'd likely never show much feelings for them, especially not in public, but in solitary isolated times I might show them some affection; it would be my mission to center my interests around her as much as possible, in exchange she should atleast show some interest in me and not be blatant that she fancied other men- saying how this guy or that guy is hot is fine but drooling over a celebrity or even worse a guy she knew is incredibly rude I don't even have words for the fact I observed such behaviour from women multipld times in front of their own bfs; I don't have to meet any of her friends or family- if I were and a quarrell were to strike out between them I would not be invested in standing on either side, not my problem- the sooner she figures out how to solve it the less problems will she have if I happen to dissapear
I don't want her to meet my relatives, if she were I'd demand from her to stand by nobody if a fight broke out- I don't need anybody's help and if Ibgeg fucked it's my fault entirely, if she stands on their side that is an open sign of treason regardles who is in the wrong
I will try to help her at every step of the way, but if she said no to help I would cease the aid- even if deep down she wanted my help but due to pride can't say it; relationship is not a batzlefield where pride resides- if I were to give my all and show my worst the keast I can exoect is transparancy
lies are dealbreakers, if you can't handle the worst truth you can't live with a stranger in your home- omissions of truth are allowed as long as they are transparent about omitting truth
I'd occassionaly bask her with gifts, but if I knew very little about what she could use or what she fancied I'd take her shopping for a limited budget instead... hiwever this behaviour would be out of desperation- not out of necessity
too lomg
